Each time you say your mean words,
A little something within me dies, a little at a time.
It's funny how fast time flies,
And soon that little something turns into such a big heap.
I feel so worthless,
I curse myself. I cry myself to sleep.
Being depressed drives me crazy,
I try to change myself but you want more,you think I'm being lazy.
You think you know me well,
But you've only grazed through that tough exterior of me,
You have no clue what goes on inside my mind,
You don't know that sometimes I am as sad as can be.
When you call me 'fat' , it cuts me deep,
I don't let it show. But these wounds don't heal.
And 99% of the time you don't know how I feel!
Why do I have to earn your love??
[ BTW this is not entirely me. This is a little about me and a little about a person I know. Which part is about whom , well I'm not telling :) ]
P.s : I blog here too :)
A little something within me dies, a little at a time.
It's funny how fast time flies,
And soon that little something turns into such a big heap.
I feel so worthless,
I curse myself. I cry myself to sleep.
Being depressed drives me crazy,
I try to change myself but you want more,you think I'm being lazy.
You think you know me well,
But you've only grazed through that tough exterior of me,
You have no clue what goes on inside my mind,
You don't know that sometimes I am as sad as can be.
When you call me 'fat' , it cuts me deep,
I don't let it show. But these wounds don't heal.
And 99% of the time you don't know how I feel!
Why do I have to earn your love??
[ BTW this is not entirely me. This is a little about me and a little about a person I know. Which part is about whom , well I'm not telling :) ]
P.s : I blog here too :)
Sweet!!!
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Nice read, Blahblaholic!! :)
oooooh i likey likey ... specially the fat part :( me toooo :(
ReplyDelete@ R-A-J : Thanks :) And yeah, so true! Thankyu so much for stopping by :)
ReplyDelete@ Nia Charms : Hmm :( N thanks for liking it and following >:D<
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Ahh well, you surprise me girl. It was a nice read. Keep it up N ;)
ReplyDeleteSurprise you in a good way I hope?
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Hell Yeah Nirati, in a great way!! :)
ReplyDeleteYou shouldn't do anything to earn anyone's love!
ReplyDeleteYou stay true to yourself,- and find the right person to that will love you for you.
xo
if someone judges you or anyone from outside, has to be shallow, don't earn his/her love.
ReplyDeleteby the way,
i liked it.
nice and real
@ Risha Di : I'm glad :)
ReplyDelete@ The 17 year old naive : Hmm true :) This isn't about my boyfriend or some crush or something. It's about somebody else. And I agree but sometimes I fail to do that!
@ Solitaire : That is true. I don't know why I need people's acceptance so much .. I think it's because of low self esteem. But don't worry, my parents,my boyfriend and my friends aren't that way :) This is about somebody else!
And I'm glad you liked it :D !
Splendid!!
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Shuukriyaa :D
ReplyDeleteIt's beautiful.
ReplyDeleteIt's a phase that everyone goes through. You have penned down the feelings really well. :)
Nice post <3
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then that is not fair :( how should one know which part is about you and which part is about some one else and which is that some one you know :)
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ReplyDeleteNice one :).
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@ Muhammad : Hahaha that's true but for now, no thanks! :) I'm keeping it this way!
@ Marcia : Aww thank you SOO much!!!
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Lovely!
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