Sometimes ..

Sometimes I wish it wouldn't have happened at all.

Sometimes I wish there had been nothing to jump for.

Sometimes I wish there had been no first call,

that you and I never got attracted, that we'd never fall.

It's not like I enjoy hurting you.

But I just did what I think I had to.

I'm stuck between not caring & feeling horribly guilty.

I don't know ..

XoXo,

Ni.

She Must Be Something!

Get over him.. Let him go.. 

You'll heal, but slow. First, you have got to let him go.
Don't call her a bitch. She must be something,

Coz she's the one he wants to be with!

XoXo,

Ni.