Sometimes ..

Sometimes I wish it wouldn't have happened at all.

Sometimes I wish there had been nothing to jump for.

Sometimes I wish there had been no first call,

that you and I never got attracted, that we'd never fall.

It's not like I enjoy hurting you.

But I just did what I think I had to.

I'm stuck between not caring & feeling horribly guilty.

I don't know ..

XoXo,

Ni.

First Date ♥

Walking towards you, didn't know how it would be,

Was just hoping, that you would like me!
Phone calls, IMs, messages, they all felt great,

But a lot of people were skeptical,

Said we may feel different after our first date.

They were so right, we do feel different now.

The way you put your arm around me, 

the only word that popped into my head was --> WOW!

Those stolen glances, flirting shamelessly and holding your hand,

Baby, I'd write a million songs for you if  I were in a band!

The day was SO perfect, all my wishes turned to be true,

I had the best first date, and I'm so glad it was with you!

I love you!

XoXo,

N.

P.S. You can read more about my first date over here. That's on my main blog. Happy reading!