Each time you say your mean words,
A little something within me dies, a little at a time.
It's funny how fast time flies,
And soon that little something turns into such a big heap.
I feel so worthless,
I curse myself. I cry myself to sleep.
Being depressed drives me crazy,
I try to change myself but you want more,you think I'm being lazy.
You think you know me well,
But you've only grazed through that tough exterior of me,
You have no clue what goes on inside my mind,
You don't know that sometimes I am as sad as can be.
When you call me 'fat' , it cuts me deep,
I don't let it show. But these wounds don't heal.
And 99% of the time you don't know how I feel!
Why do I have to earn your love??
[ BTW this is not entirely me. This is a little about me and a little about a person I know. Which part is about whom , well I'm not telling :) ]
P.s : I blog here too :)
A little something within me dies, a little at a time.
It's funny how fast time flies,
And soon that little something turns into such a big heap.
I feel so worthless,
I curse myself. I cry myself to sleep.
Being depressed drives me crazy,
I try to change myself but you want more,you think I'm being lazy.
You think you know me well,
But you've only grazed through that tough exterior of me,
You have no clue what goes on inside my mind,
You don't know that sometimes I am as sad as can be.
When you call me 'fat' , it cuts me deep,
I don't let it show. But these wounds don't heal.
And 99% of the time you don't know how I feel!
Why do I have to earn your love??
[ BTW this is not entirely me. This is a little about me and a little about a person I know. Which part is about whom , well I'm not telling :) ]
P.s : I blog here too :)
