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Friday 21 September 2012

"Drowning"

" It stops hurting,
When you get used to pain.
You stop feeling,
'cause there is neither loss nor gain.

You forget to smile,
When nightmares are the only thing you remember.
It's been a while,
I feel like my sky is turning grayer.

Too many words,
And so little courage;
I am much more jealous of the birds,
Who aren't inside the cage.

I want to break free,
But this heart is so scared;
I wonder if I'll ever find glee,
And ever be loved and cared.

It's like I'm drowning in my own emotions,
And just fading away from people.
Call it stress, drama or depression,
But, I know that things are just going to be more awful.  "



- Chocolate Lover

( Blogs at 'A Naive Beneath The Stars'. This isn't a guest post, I am just sharing this over here because it is too beautiful, simply put :] )

XoXo,
Ni.

Friday 7 September 2012

Sometimes ..



Sometimes I wish it wouldn't have happened at all.
Sometimes I wish there had been nothing to jump for.

Sometimes I wish there had been no first call,
that you and I never got attracted, that we'd never fall.


It's not like I enjoy hurting you.
But I just did what I think I had to.

I'm stuck between not caring & feeling horribly guilty.

I don't know ..



XoXo,
Ni.

Sunday 2 September 2012

She's Dying.

[This was my entry post on Darlings Of Venus (DOV). And we can repost on the weekends, so here it is! :D ]


She's tired of the lies she's heard all of them say,
She's lost, she just cannot find a way.

She's seen them all smiling when she was smiling too,
And then they spoke their mean words, turned their backs
When her life was going off the track..

She learnt the hard way, that nothing and nobody are permanent.
That sometimes life gives you a rude shock,
It calls for your tears, your pain, it drives you insane.

But now she knows who will be there for her, and who all wont.
Now she's aware of the sink holes in her life.

Her mood is down in the trash, in the bin,
She's sick of feeling that way within.
She's this close to giving in.

If you know what to do, help her.
Because she is trying, but she knows she is failing. 
She's broken on the inside, and she is dying!

Ignore the English please! :P

I'd written this when I was 13, 4 years ago. Hope you liked it?

XoXo,
Ni.

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