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Thursday 26 July 2012

"Beautiful"



" Beautiful I am
That's what you always say
Your arms a shield of armor
When you're holding me this way

Yet a part of me dies every time
I hear those words you recite
Why can't you see
How broken I am inside

Beautiful you say, the blood only proves you wrong
There's just so much that time can not heal
The scars they say it all
Must I be so damned to feel

So many battles we've fought, so many battles we've lost
That's the price you pay for holding on so long
Our hearts ignoring the costs
But never quite defeating the odds

Rock bottom has brought me closer to the edge
In time your memories will fade and I know you will see
The biggest regret, the greatest mistake
You ever made was loving me

Someday I promise
You'll find someone new
Love this blood upon my hands
It's all for you

Beautiful I am
That's what you always say
Still a part of me dies, every time
You hold me this way "

I love this. In some way, I connect to this. The way she has described the brokenness of it all, WOW.

This is an extremely extremely beautiful poem written here by Crystal. You can go check out her poems and works of fiction at 'The Heart Of A Writer'.

Tuesday 17 July 2012

Destruction.

The night sky beckons, darkness calls,
Lost & lonely, a single tear falls,
Hope long abandoned.

Rusty and broken, teeth chatter,
Nobody listens anymore, coz I don't matter.
Deserted faith.

Searching for answers, discovering a dark secret,
Shock sets in, tears turn the pillow wet.
Discarded beliefs.

Feeling wrong, not wanting to accept the right,
Blazing arguments, dreadful fights.
Discarded self esteem.

Staring into empty space, a hundred cups of caffeine,
Obscured reality, not knowing what you mean.
Wasted time.

Hideous wounds, a charred heart,
Bitter thoughts, mind torn apart.
Destruction.

XoXo,
Ni.

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